My Shattered Dreams

I believe that most of my friends around me know that I want to become an Inspector in police force. But I couldn’t make it from now on. The reason is not because of physical neither qualification. It is because of the time. Two weeks ago, I went to Cawangan Latihan of Ibu Pejabat Polis Daerah Batu Pahat to ask for the recruitment. The sergeant from the training department told me probably the intake of Probationary Inspector will only recruit by next year. OMG!! He doesn’t know which month of next year too. He just told me that recently they are trying to increase the number constable. The probationary inspector intake will only recruit after full up the number of constable. Besides that, I also heard some rumours saying that no more recruitment for probationary inspector from 2009 to 2011. It will be a showhand for me if I am going to wait for the intake. It is because I don’t even know when the intake is and it might not have an intake for the probationary inspector too. Therefore, I chose to work in the area which is related with my degree. Moreover, the sergeant had told me something when we were having a short talk. The thing he told me slightly changed up my mind too. I am sure you all are curious to know what the thing was. But, I am not at liberty to tell you all more about that. Sometimes, my friends around me would ask for the reason to become an inspector or to join the police force. Usually you all just felt I am very weird or an eccentric guy.
相信我周围的朋友都知道我想加入警队党警长吧。可是不能了。原因不是因为体能和资格不符合要求。是因为时间的关系。两个星期前，我去了峇株巴辖警察局的训练部门询问关于即使会有招收实习警长。里面的警察告诉我可能要等到明年。我的天啊！！他也不知道明年几月才会有。他只是说最近他们正在招收普通警员。实习警长可能要等到普通警员的位子满后才有招手。除此之外，我也曾听说过从2009到2011年里没有招收实习警长。如果我等下去的话，这将会是一场赌局。因为更本没人知道几时会有招收而我也可能浪费时间而已。所以，我还是选择了关于我所在行的工作。再加上那名警察也告诉我一些警队里的事情，而多多少少也让我改变了主意。相信你们都想知道什么事情吧。有些事情在这里我不方便说。有时候，周围的人也会问我为什么要当警长。通常人们都会觉得我很奇怪。

Today, I would like to reveal the reason I wanted to join police force. Actually the reason is very simple. I just hate those peoples who hurt other people’s feeling. Crime and criminal are very common nowadays. Some of them are very cruel and they had never thought the feeling of those victims. For example, phobia exists to a person who was being robbed. The robber will keep going to do this if he success for all the times and it is unfair to the victim too. This is just a small example only, there are still a lot of big cases and very unfair to the victim.
今天，我想在这里透露我想当警察的理由。其实理由很简单。我只是痛恨那些伤害别人的人。近年以来，犯罪和罪犯都很普篇。甚至有些罪犯还以很残忍的手段来对付别人。他们根本没想过受害者的感受。例如，一个曾经被掠夺的人将会有恐惧感。而那个贼如果没被抓到的话，他会一直去害别人。这只是一个小小的例子而已。其实还有更多不公平的是发身的。

Anyway, I am going to look for an engineering job in this month. I will only apply the probationary inspector if miracle happens to me in this month.
无论如何，我将会在这个月里去申请一些关于工程的工作。如果奇迹在这个月里出现，我才会申请实习警长的职位。


This picture was captured before I leave the police station